Sword & Scythe

rattle of metal, sounds of preparation
horses have been saddled for the ride
retinue is leaving the village
women and children waving farewell to warriors

dusk hides the battlefield
the opposites: two endless walls of spears
the silent moment before conflict - like an eternity

horns break the silence, warcries follow on
beat of the drums, rapid as heartbeats
morale to men, death to foes
victory for home, honor for the fallen ones

muddy ground, pounding sound
armies are on their way to face each others
collision; hearing ripping din
it has started, scythe mowing down mercilessly

dawn reveals the grey garden, decorated by massacre
broken shields, bashed helmets, ragged banners,
cadavering corpses when the day breaks, the garden reveals
the ones whose time has become to be
decomposed broken swords, crude armors,
ragged pennants, cadavering corpses

no fear, cold steel warms hand, sowing fear
sword and scythe: our coat of arms is sowing fear,
making it real

we have gained a final victory with their lives
glory be to them who never returned
remember our heroes, remember spirit, how they faced steel
you will remain in our hearts

cortege, memorial, memorial ceremony, memoirs, memories
in our hearts, in our minds
history, memorial, memorial ceremony, memoirs, memories
in our minds, in our hearts

Mount Wisdom

wheels, machines, hammering
inner forces of four chambers
drumming from the inside of mount wisdom

was borne in this world to adjust myself
who gives you orders? what are your limits?
is anything impossible?

acknowledge yourself, set your course
lifework; contemplation
watching every day so I shall not fail
I will not fail

Contaminated

the war has "ended" due to the fact that the world has ceased
watching the doom from afar, from clouds, next to peaks
there's no much left, only few scattered folks among destruction
(under the observation of all-seeing eye)

industrial steam; air is polluted by construction of new authorities, new elites, new commanders, new dictators
propaganda: false and true, fear and hate, hand in hand
cattle in concrete compartments
living under the observation of all-seeing eye

bread for hunger, symbol for hope, morale for dignity, right for killing
corruption: behind the scenery, on the surface - is in full bloom
it flowers on our skin, flowers in our hearts, flowers in our minds, contaminating us all

Standards of Misanthropy

death is my final doctor

once again they are ominous, people around me
listening what they have to say, counting white lies
plans for isolation
the solitude as my blessing and my curse
I'm aware that I'll always be lost
I'm tired of obeying standards

degeneration
regeneration
formula for beginning

once again they are capricious, my murderous emotions
sitting alone in my room, holding kitchen knife
fear of the doorbell
curtains hide the heart of sick
I'm aware that I'll always be lost
I'm tired of obeying standards

once again I have their attention
ones who clear my sense
keeping my mind open, solving the enigma
seeking something delightful
shoveling my own path
I'm aware that I'll always be lost
I'm tired of obeying standards

Human Torch

human torch
learn how to fight
learn how to die
inner flame burns
die in fire and live in fire
everything burns out
your life, your choice, your victory

your body, your mind, your unity
struggle of death

spies in disguise, with false identities
they have come to you to take full benefit of you
behind their eyes, cold, greedy lies
movements in shadow; a victim, deceived and hollow

spies in disguise, my eyes - full of despise
they have come to me only to see
through their blackened eyes that "they should not fuck with this guy"
wheezing in shadow; a victim, beaten, disgraced

Vulture of Decadence

vulture of decadence wheeling above the most vile creatures
creator of storm; religious wars
vomiting blood on the nations
ground start to seethe with parasites

creator of woe; religious wars
ground seethes with parasites

legionnaire, sheep's clothing
ignorance wakes up my militarily personality
broken down, utopia lead into depression (apathy)
woke into reality, tried to reach back
escapism; I do not believe that to be my role

social shutdown
alienated from the state, as they wish me to be

Lantern

into the forest, into the peacefulness
here is calm, here is safety
I am lost, deliberately
here I linger and I shall not return

many days, I cannot wait, it gets lonely
but I am lucky to have you
soon I can rest, serenity
want to become part of nature, and that I will be

give light and warmth, I give myself
last breath, in and out
time flashing before my eyes
life brought me here, and death will take me away

cloaked creature carrying a lantern
inside the (this) lantern, a ruby heart (a heart of mine)
leaving threads behind, passing by
I start to follow, traveling the mountain path
leaving everything behind the past
I disappear and it will last

death takes me away

I am Heavenly

my flaming eyes casted the helpers away
I am not the one to fool around with promises
so many times I have let myself down, none else
I have failed so many times, none can put me down
strike myself into the ground and lift up
I want to live till the end

nothing is impossible
knowledge and art, body and mind
tyrant of my own life
I am test subject, taking the high road
purity shines from inside
I am heavenly

I shall not bow to anyone, not worthy
life as whole, growth of human
let it be so-called "hell" or "heaven"
and if I end up in hell, it's all familiar to me

Mountain Peak

rise, rise up towards mountain peak
march, march away from pandemonium
climb, climb up towards the most brightest flame

there is still time to change the direction
miserable humans, digging their own mass grave
there is still time to lose it all
so be it, fall beneath the shadow of worldwide doom

there is still time to change the course
is there?

here begins the edge of the world
the masses enter worldwide tomb
there is no use for individual brain, just to be part of this game
unnecessary inconvenience to be slave of the time?

rise, rise up towards mountain peak
march, march away from pandemonium
climb, climb up towards the most brightest
is there time to change the course?

world is silent, voices, they have passed away
away, from this hellish place, they have all gone

Nothing

it's time to lay down the sick into the grave
time to put the blade next to the skin

when there is nothing, do you feel anything?
when there is nothing, can you feel anything?

no

there's no tomorrow for the dead
emptiness which is always around

Death... Inside of Me

how am I still here?

institution
how am I still here?
recovery, remedy
pills and alcohol

psychiatry
please humanize me
difficulty of being social
inner demons, a rat inside of me
scars for lifetime

elämä tänne toi, pois se myös vie (life brought here, it also took it away)

dire empty space equals death
dire empty space inside of me

mistrust ruining personal relationships
anger, the flames grow higher, hellfire
happy and sad, manic and depressed
and everything between of them
dire empty space equals death, inside of me